Happy 2013 Everyone!! After a very fun Christmas Vacation, it is back to the reality of alarm clocks and schedules!!
With the ringing in of the New Year, I have thought about what my New Year's Resolution is going to be. I have Goals for the year, both personal and professional, but what is my Resolution? I could say that it is to be more on time, but the reality is, that's not going to happen. I seriously think I am just a person who will always be running late. I could say that my New Year's Resolution would be to slow down, but, after food shopping today with what seemed like the entire rest of the city, I realized that slowing down is not an option and that I could never be comfortable moving like a turtle...and besides, if I slow down then I will really be late!! I work-out 6 days a week and I run 5 miles in 38 to 40 min. I volunteer, I try to be a giving person and I try to be a good person with a kind sole...although don't get me wrong, I definately have my rough moments. I try to eat healthy and feed my husband and children a well balanced diet...but the reality is when you are a person who is always busy and always hurrying and always late, the pre-packaged oh so cute little bags of goldfish are just to convenient to resist. I would like to spend more time reading to my children and I will make every effort to do that, but with 24 hours in a day and the shuttling of children to and from activities and homework, dinner, bath and 3 little kids that need their sleep, I need to figure out When or Where I can find time to read and then I will spend more time reading...I feel like I am making excuses, but I am truly just being realistic.
I am sure I could find a million and one things about myself that I could improve on, but what I realized is that these perfections as well as imperfections are what make me who I am. As I sit here and write today's blog, it is my husband and I's 15 year anniversary....we both thought it was our 14 year and when we were telling my parents last week that next year for our 15 year we want to take a big trip and would they babysit, my dad said, that's great but you will be taking a 16 year anniversary trip because this year is your 15!! Whoops...I guess time really does fly when you are having fun! But seriously, in the words of my Grandmother, we have had are ups and downs, but we have made it. At the end of the day, I can put my head down on my pillow and go to sleep knowing that I did my best to be a good wife, a good mother and a caring and thoughtful person. If for some reason during the day I was not one of those things, I try to reflect on the issue and learn from the mis-step. I truly beleive in not going to bed mad and always ending the day with kisses to my 3 children and one, or two or maybe even a few to my husband. I do my best to live happy and raise a family that is happy. I love my family and I enjoy my friends. Whether spending time with my family at my parents beach house, helping my husband run our baseball business, a cup of coffee in the morning to keep me going, a "Happy Hour" playdate with friends in the afternoon or a night out, I like to make everyday a Happy Day.
I continued to think about my New Year's Resolution and what would be a resonable and attainable resolution...one that I could manage and keep ALL year long. As I checked in with some web-sites and blogs that I like to draw inspiration from, I read that there was a "One Little Word" challenge going on for the New Year. One little word that would describe your New Year's Resolution or goal.
So after thinking for the last several days, I decided that my New Year's Resoultion is going to be to find more time to read to my children. If anyone has any suggestions on how to do this, please post them...I think I am going to need some help!!
And SMILE is going to be my New Year's Word. There is a lot of happiness in the world but there is also so much negativity in the world...so I will SMILE and I will do my best to instill SMILES on others.
With the words from the Broadway Play Annie that we saw in NYC over Christmas humming thru my head, "You are never fully dressed without a SMILE"...bring on 2013!! My family and I will start our day fully dressed and reading!!